Rewind

The sky turns gray

All these memories drift away

All the love is gone

and the leaves turn brown

I'm standing there all on my own

Lonely

Left alone

I wish I could pretend everything's okay

but you went away

There's nothing more to say & no reason to stay

I wish that nothing will be like it was before

I want so much more

I have a dream

I'm on my own mission

There's no need of your permission

I'm doing my thing

I try to be strong

But I cry while writing this song

This thing seemed to be right

but it became a neverending fight

You can pretend that you care

but this whole situation isn't fair

I always tried to fulfil your expectations

For you I would've travelled to different nations

I never cared about myself

but that's who I am

I just can't help

I try to change my way of living

and I'm pretty good at forgiving

But I won't forget the things you've made

'Cause I feel extremly betrayed

I try to go on

I want to be strong

The wind is turning

All your pictures are burning

I try to change

the thoughts in my head get rearranged

I change my point of view

I try to forget you

Now the sun begines to shine

I'm busy making plans

These terrified thoughts start to get out of my mind

And I know one thing: I won't press rewind

I try to take chances

I try to be free

Get rid of the way how everyone wants me to be.

© Stephanie Kellermann

If I'm not able to sleep than I'm writing..

well that's what comes out of it..

Stay happy!

- Stephanie